They find you...
That's all the "philosophical" I got tonight....
I am more afraid than I care to admit, and I'm hiding.
It doesn't matter why ( well, it probably does, but I'm hiding tonight and not going there ), but trying to keep busy enough to dodge feelings I cannot change by sheer will, is tiring me out.
Distraction is my idol today.
I want to pray, but do not want to feel...
Not the best combination...
So I pray that God sees past my feeble, philosophical attempts, and Blesses me anyway...
I come from a long line of people who don't do "powerless" particularly well. The family motto has always been " I better do something, even if it's wrong"
I am powerless...
There are situations I cannot fix and people I cannot cure.
What answers I have ( that happen to be correct), are not what is wanted to be heard.
There are some who even I , cannot out stubborn...
Imagine that.
So I'm doing all the wrong things, purchasing regrets and wasting precious time...
So I sit here hiding, whistling...
Best prayer I got to offer, today...
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